January 2010
85 posts
2.730 - pfffffffffffffffft!
today i hatehatehate my job.
the only thing i regreted was forgetting my iPod at home. that’s scary how much i’ve been walking alone lately.
i AM gonna start that new life you’ll never know about, dear - i promise.
I could listen to my therapist, pretend you don’t exist and not have to dream of what I dream of; I could listen to all my friends and go out again and pretend it’s enough, Or I could make a career of being blue, I could dress in black and read Camus, smoke clove cigarettes and drink vermouth, like I was 17, That would be a scream, but I don’t want to get over you.
* the...
“Ain’t doing well well well,
I am only doing just fine!”
– Phoenix
“In the end
these things matter most:
How well did you love?
How fully did you...”
– (via lovebot)
oh my..
“this is the end.”
– Coda (The End) by Igor Vdovin
“Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my...”
“it’s painful coz you just won’t let go.”
– “Ewan” by The Radio Dept.
terrible headache. have to get up at 6 a.m. tomorrow. downloading The Radio Dept. discography - somehow i’ve lost that craziness about those guys, so gotta catch up. i want some coffee, please. oh, and someone to stroke my head while i’m falling asleep.
that's the way the cookie crumbles
depression - n. a medical condition that makes you so unhappy and anxious you cannot live a normal life
just sometimes (or most of the time, really) i realize that everything in my life lost its sense some days after we broke up, i swear. today, now, at this very second i have no ‘plan’, no idea of how things should flow and whether i shall help it flow smoothly. i torment myself...
how i wish i lived in a different place, i.e. in a different city, in a different country and a different time zone even.
“Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you...”
The Guess Who - These Eyes (ost...
